When blogging can be troubling... :S
When writing, typing, expressing one's voice publicly on the net like this can invite troubles. arguments and fights. who need that? :S
hrm. Actually, that is not my story to tell. So I wont further divulge on that matter. But whatever it is, I hope everything will work out fine for her.. not just because she is my close friend, an old friend.. but also because..
but also because.. blogging is writing down one's thoughts (most of the time anyway). So what if someone elses hate what one writes? Blogging is ultimately the best platform for free speech to date (and of course, ditching and bitching lah. Heh). But you know, thats someone's private thoughts readers are reading, and to think that she has put herself into trouble, sparking fights and the likes through her writing just ... seem inane.
Or oklah.. maybe I am bias, because she is my good friend.. :S
But whatever it is, hopefully everything will clear up pretty soon.
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Thats said..
I think this is my turn now, to apologize to anyone that I might have hurt through my writings here or anywhere else. It is still raya afterall.. =)
So if you think I have insulted you through my insighful remarks or whatever, do accept my apology keh. This is afterall my senseless ramblings in the middle of the night (most of the time) anyway.. no hard feelings keh. =)
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Enough said,
actually the main reason I am writing is.. (apart from the fact that this is obviously a much relished procrastinating tool on my part)
.. to state it here that this will be the last time I'll be writing here. =)
Been a great time and everything..
But..
like what others say...
(oh what is that cliche again??)
Life has to go on..
(LoL. That is such a cliche. HAHAHA. overused man. overused!!)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ok lah Ill cut the crap.. out with the overdramatic nuances..
All m saying is..
I m officially on hiatus.
for.. 2 weeks? =)
yeah. its that time of the year again... when cortisol is running high (oh dont give me symptomatic cushing plz) and stuffing my face with books are pretty much the highlights of the day. oh fun Fun FUN!! So much fun in fact that id rather face my notes now rather than my computer screen. hehe ;)
So, this is it..
I might still be floating around the net somewhere sometime though, with the hope that I wont get lost in the vast worldwide web. Because the time that I am left with, one freaking week, is crucial.
So, Ill bid you farewell for now. =)
All the best for your exams / whatever else you are facing too.
Tawakkal.
hehehe
I 'ciplak' this idea of this moodpic from dhiya's blog.
freaking funny lah. =p
Oh. I past my 100th post a few days ago. I didnt realize it at that time, what with inane thoughts occupying my mind of late, something as trivial as post index just never crossed my mind. Until today. Heh.
Wow.
You know, when I first started writing in here, I never thought that the blog would exist for a long time. Yes, indeed, this is a substantially long period of blogging in my definition. My previous blogs barely live for a few months before they ceased to exist in the blogosphere. My msn space, as much as I thought I love it at first, my subconscious bothered me in the end, leading to deletion of the said site.
I often wondered why oh why did that absurdity overcome me? I couldnt really put it into words - it was much like how I detested Friendster. or Facebook. For no apparent reasons. And at times, I felt the loss of my previous entries. Hah.
But one thing I learnt, that I couldnt stop writing, rambling albeit incoherently, paragraphs dripping with my verbal diarrhoea - and these (seemingly confused lines at times) are actually my thoughts, my opinions, what I felt at that time. And it is just nice to know that at the end of the day, when things were rough, I could always on this blog to hear all my sordid tales, all the poor injustice raining upon this poor soul. This poor egocentric soul. hahah. =p
Alright, now.. I shall see whether this blog will live to experience its 200th post... till then.
I feel like I have been abandoning this blog - for not writing much here. It's not like I have stopped writing altogether, on the contrary - I actually do write a lot these days. Perhaps just unpublished. And have been busy with the students' association's website. Yes, I am the webmaster this year, not that I am complaining. I found out that I actually quite like the webdesigning and stuffs. I enjoy it. It's just quite ironic really, because a year or so ago, I have been dreaming of making a website for me and my friends - but that never happen, and that supposed 'website' is now reduced to just a blog. Heh.
Beside the web stuffs and studying - I havent had that much time to just update this blog. Although I would like to. Many a times before, I had the burning desire to just type away whatever was bothering me, but time was a big factor. Priorities has it that blogging is somewhat just bottom of the list. Anyhow, tomorrow is Easter, and that means holidays! ^^ Great!!! Finally... maybe I can spend some of my precious time here blogging and play around with the association's website. woots!!
I am back after all!! heh. ;)
Has been a while since I actually blogged, am not entirely sure what brought my comeback to bloggerworld this time. Perhaps an inkling of presenting my life stories before the whole world still amuse me to a certain degree. Heh.
And then, being the uber perfectionist that I am, the crummy blogtemplate is just killing me, suffocating me and annoy me to no end - destroying any inspirations that I might have leaving me in the end with less than a satisfactory entry, which of course never got published and remain in my draft folder. Blegh. Then, procrastination and laziness take its toll, and days turn to weeks and months, before I find myself tweaking with the template codes and tadaa~ ^^ I might be back after all.
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