Am hungry. But lately, food that I ate would eventually be purged out of me anyway. No, I am not bulimic. *shudders*. But somehow, sometime after I ate, I would feel like throwing up. >.< Disgusting. Pah!. And I still feel helpless about my studying anyway. Still has some more stuffs 'to catch up on'. Stress, I believe, has changed my eating pattern a lot. But as long as I dont fall sick, that doesnt matter right? =) I am counting days till I can come home to Brunei - eat yummy food and live a happy, stress-free life this summer.

Hrm.. I should not induce myself to negative thoughts. Heh. I remember a friend once said to me, "Dont let yourself attend to these unnecessary thoughts in your mind. Stop thinking about how to study, just study them." which is of course true. And I just need to believe in myself, that of course I can do this... =)