there are times when i love being here and there are times when i wish i am not here and that i am back at home, everyday, surrounded by people i see and love. of course the previous line only comes off like another line of whine coming from me. but the truth is, sometimes, i miss seeing dear familiar faces; talking to cousins, meeting aunties and uncles, hugging my grandma again, leaning on my mom's shoulder, having my dad peeling off an orange for me, trying on my sister's clothes, bugging my brothers, playing with my little nephews and nieces.

precious moments pass-by at a snap of fingers, clocks wind, calendar pages turn, and life goes on without any hesitation. today, m here miles aways. today, i wish i can reset the time and make the by-gone days lasted longer than twenty four hours per day. today, i wish i knew of the time bomb.



early morning last saturday, my uncle passed away. Al-fatihah buatnya, semoga rohnya di cucuri rahmatNya. Amiin. i may not be home, but my prayers will always be with him.