it is damn easy to feel demotivated. the past few months, a lot of things had happened - even though admittedly most of the stuffs happening, i didnt truly understand of the whys and the 'how could' they had happened. but i supposed as much as things happening for a reason, i might have, in some ways be a driver in making these things happening too. Huh.

things have changed.
and maybe, so am i.

today, i walked back from my class feeling dejected.
and i let my dam broke.
sigh.