A friend sent me a video yesterday - but in my haste, I never got to see it until just now. Actually, at first, I kinda thought it was just another video - you know, the nice, funny videos people just forwarded to each other. But when I first open the page, one thing that grabbed my attention was that it was a private video. And then the title:- "Popiahs"

Ya Allah..

I feel like crying. oh wait~ the tears have already fallen. Sad? Happy? Touched? All mixed up. The dull thumping of my heart as if orchestrating my memories of the bygone days. The days when the 9 others in the video were my angels, my sidekicks, my confidantes, my best best friends in the whole world. The days when we could spent hours talking nonsense and still cracked each other up. The days when there were no secrets between us, no barrier whatsoever.

After watching the video, I realized that I miss those days. I miss everyone. The superb 10 teens. Mostly, I miss Amelia. My bestest friend.. then. Someone who understands me the most and lifts my spirit whenever I am down. I havent seen her for some time, and I reckon I wont be seeing her for another few years to come. MSN - the only way for us to communicate now. I miss you mel. I really do... >.<

And I miss Liyana too. Lion and her cakes. sigh~ And everyone else in the group. I feel bad. Mostly because of my own reclusion. huhu. Never bother to catch up with anyone lately. Except perhaps with Amelia. Even summer - which was supposed to be spent with them, guiltily, some days I just missed out. -__-"

One day, we will see each other again. And when the next opportunity comes around, I will make sure I wont make the same mistake again... because no matter how distant I seem to be, I know, I still do belong. Popiahs, I Love You.