Sometimes, when you are not looking for things, they turned up. But when you do want something, it is not there. Ironic, isnt it?

Sometimes I feel like I am so mean. Deep down inside I knew, or somehow, I felt it. But I did make it clear in the first place, didnt I? Only perhaps, you are too absorbed, too clouded in your own emotions to actually listen. And I have prepared myself, when the time actually comes for you to finally choke up the words. So that I could clarify. Again. No, dont blame me even if my words do sting. Because thats the truth. I never led you believe otherwise.

I smile a little at the irony of it all.