AARGGGHHH!!!



So annoyed. So angry. pfft.



Some people just dont deserve my respect.



Been telling myself that its ok, small things shouldnt matter as much... and that patience is virtue. Been pasting smiles whenever frowns try to rear their ugly ends. Been trying to tolerate bloody stupid insensitive things people do to me. All in the name of respect.



But hell. Enough is enough. Screw respect.



I am tired. I am annoyed. Stop pushing me - I can feel the ugly hatred and annoyance heads are slowly emerging from inside me. And yes, I am furious. Maybe its because I am pms-ing or stressing out too much, but I am still annoyed anyway.





WARNING: A lot of bit*hing ahead and blatant irritation. Procceed only if you dont mind vex-dripping words. Otherwise, do leave. I dont really care. Pah!



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Now, what's the latest catastrophe dawning on my life of late, ripping off this poor, smily soul and turning her into an ugly furious monster?



Sigh.



I wont be self inducing premature wrinkles on my face (from frownings) or self inflicting indirect self harms (physiological effects of being angry) if some people would just stop getting on my nerves. Really.

I cant stand mess. Especially in the kitchen - where I should have the opportunity to prepare my food in the utmost hygenic place. And I especially cant stand lazy off their arse bums, who dont give a damn about cleaning after themselves. What??? They are so precious that they cant do the basic cleaning is it? Afraid that washing dishes and cleaning the kitchen area will hurt the muscles for them, testosterone filled rugby players, is it? Or maybe they are just retarded enough that even doing the basic wiping and washing dishes prove to be too much for their brain to comprehend. Tsk tsk. Like I said before, jocks - too many of those mini brain traumas in your daily rugby practice aint good for your cognitive function. huhu.

I believe my last theory is the most applicable here. Isnt that sad? Declining mental status, at such a young age too. Bloody stupid, they dont even know how to differentiate between dirty and clean places. Or maybe, nearly blind. I am not too sure. But yeah, whatever THEIR impairments are, cause too much distress on MY life.

How??

Obviously, the person's near blind eyes prevent him from noticing just how dirty the table was (with stains and of course, unseen microbes - with dirty dishes piled up at the other end of the table) when the person dumped my clean clothes there. Yes. Someone is retarded enough to do that, to my clean, after washed, dry laundry. Think how I felt after that? Such a fabulously fantastic thing to do to me right?

And another time, someone with cognitive impairment (I assume), actually took my washed clothes from the washing machine, and in the state of high stupidity on the person, proceeded to dump the whole lot onto the dirty, dust manifested small tub. Pfft! And *horror*, I found someone's underwear underneath my lot. -___-

Pfft. Such people. They dont deserve my being nice towards them. Heh. I even suspected someone deliberately kicked my slippers this morning.. or sometime before I woke up anyway. I am not that dumb - I could tell. And I dont arrange my slippers outside my room as if someone has just kicked them. Now, what do you think? I am not pointing any finger towards anyone.. but logically speaking, who lives next door? =) Dont forget, I saw your big shoes outside your room too... I might be tempted enough to 'accidentally' pour sour milk onto your shoes... (you know, I am awake at nights - and nighttimes can be so boring if I have nothing entertaining to do. heh heh)

Dont say I am so evil. Fine, say it if you must. Hurh. But there is a limit to everything. Stop trying to push me, stop trying on my patience. Stop doing things to spite me. I am a human, I am not a saint. And humans, at times, retaliate. Revenges taste sweet, after all. =) And as you can probably tell, the mean streak on me might strike ... ):-

The games will begin - tomorrow. Say Hello to me. =)