All 10 of my mechanical pencils ran out of leads ... >.< Even my pencils are against me studying now? -_-" hmph! Oh well, I guess this calls for a few minutes break...

Behold:- senseless ramblings and perhaps, disjointed sentences structures ahead, possibly accentuated by the current stressed state of mind. Heh.


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I am hungry. Oh no, not really. I cant really explain this sensation. It is like, between hungry and full - entirely uncomfortable. -__- I vaguely remembered having my meal of fish and chips this afternoon, and then the next minute, as if on reflex action purge about half the content of my stomach down the toilet. Trembling, tears formed at the corner of my eyes which I angrily pushed away, looked myself in the mirror - and I immediately hated what I saw.

The afternoon classes passed like a blur. Went home - immediately crawled onto my bed and before I knew it, I slept. Took a good one hour nap. I guess I deserve the rest, but when I opened my eyes - I felt the heavy sensation. The guilt. That I should not have been tempted to sleep. Took a quick shower, dressed up while trying to avoid looking in the mirror. I abhorred the mirror since this afternoon.

Because I hated the girl I saw.