I am sorry... but, I am not a mind reader. I am not psychic and I cant tell your feelings, your thoughts, without you even telling me.

I dont know whats worst. With you trying not to be too obvious when actually it is see-through. And me remain stoical, pretending not to notice anything. Immensely absorbed it seemed, in the cold dark night.

I am sorry.. I wouldnt reach out. Yes, I am cold. I dont know how to deal with intense emotions. Because most of the time, I just locked my own feelings inside me anyway and didnt expect anyone to notice.

And then its you. I dont know. Renders me clueless ... because I never knew how to be comforting, how to ... just reach out. No words left my mouth. And I couldnt look you into your eyes.

Because I could feel the caged emotion inside you - and I am not sure I could handle seeing that. I am sorry.. I am being selfish. But if you want a laugh and a half, I think I have a silly dvd ready.