Been having some "uncalled-for" dreams lately. I said "uncalled-for" because they are not ... expected. But then again, they are only dreams. Dreams dreams dreams. yeah, thats me - trust me to get all hung up on some silly dreamworld heh. Dream on girl.. nyah.

Anyway, back to reality.. erk. Kusut. Was a wreck last night. But nothing like a good sleep that recovered me. Heh. A friend honestly commented to me the other day that my eyes were too puffy. That coupled with my diminished concentration and consuming lethargy made me realize that a goodnight sleep was in the card yesterday. And so a great sleep that was. =)

Speaking of this shut-eye business, isnt it amazing how we actually do not stop thinking even while we sleep. oh, no, not thinking like calculating and solving a mental algebraic expression in sleep, thats just ... O.O amazing. Heh.
But you know .. like, having these little thoughts somehow portrayed in your dream. It is almost like when you close your eyes, that is taken as a sign for your subconscious mind to run the stage, to show you the thoughts that you have shoved to the back of your mind - and then in the dream, you are almost like a spectator, watching, be dazzled as the story unfold.. all the while thinking, 'hey that scene seems familiar', and yet different.

Because what you thought you saw in the dream was just a spectacular presentation by your incredulous subconscious - which more often than not, is not as great as in the real world anyway. Subconscious, when you let it be, can sometimes be a fabulous con-mind. Thats why you need logic and real thinking when you are awake - to suppress this mischievous little subconscious mind that loves to play trick on you and try to fool you through dreams.

If I get what it is trying to tell me, during its repeatitive invasion of my sleeping is that: I am actually missing someone. Hah Hah Hah. I think it is delusional. Because I dont.