Had actually worn my jacket and was about to step out of my room, one hand holding a wallet that was lying on the floor, where it had been for the last couple of days.
There was something about nighttime that I loved so much. Something about it being dark and quiet. Something about it being chilly and peaceful. Something about it having this almost an aura of ... enveloping mysteriousness. Sometimes it could get eerily quiet too.. but most of the time, it was serene.

But tonight, was not the night.
*smack forehead*

Argh. How could I forget the one essential thing to bring in each of my outing? Argh! How could I forget the importance of that slim little blue plastic card in this modernise and uber materialistic world? How could I forget that without it, the mere thought of possessing and owning this little heart's desire at the nearby convenient store would never turn into a reality?

Argh! *smack forehead again*

You know, there is something about smacking one's forehead making one's thinking clear, sorting out these blurry thoughts into something much more lucid. Call it a wake-up call if you like, or rather a wake up hit.
And in the few moments of clearity (man. is there even such a word? haha), I realized the absence of that valuable piece of plastic in my life, since the past couple of days. Absent. Nada. Nil. Gone.

Yeah. Gone.

ya encik encik dan puan puan sekalian, dengan bangganya saya menyatakan kehilangan kad atm/eftpos saya. -_____-"
My God! And I could vaguely recalled where and when I had actually lost it. Maybe on monday. Must be monday... I started realizing it on monday anyway. And conveniently forgotten about it. HAH!

That is, till now.

Till now. When it matters. When I actually need it. the most. >.<
On this critical moment. On this critical moment when one needs need to be fulfilled. On this critical moment when one needs need to be fulfilled in order to work efficiently. Working efficiently. Efficient like a robot; and like a robot also, sometimes one need to have good maintenance.
Like a car, what is a car without the fuel?

And likewise, me without my smarties.

oklah. my metaphor crumbles, but one could hardly think better when one lacks the essential nutrient kan? (science students: agree with me!!!)

So.. yeah. This is the tragedy befalling me today... sigh
I tragically ran out of smarties again.. sigh. sniff. sob.

Yeah, I still think smarties is the world's best chocolate. Before you start saying my taste is soooo childish, SHUT UP!
Yeah. M allowed to sound rude now. Not in a great mood now. My plasma level of smarties has gone wayyyy down. I need refillment.. sigh.

Ugh.. Tomorrow then. *eyes glowering with renewed passion*. Tomorrow I shall march out. Finally. To the bank. And get a new eftpos card... Till then......

P/s: For now, I shall just stared forlornly at the empty container that used to be filled with merry little beads of smarties.. you know, I even felt sorry for myself.. I think I am gonna cry myself to sleep.

P/p/s: If you still havent figured it out yet, the last line was just me being sarcastic. No I wont cry lah! heh. =p But I do do do do do do do want smarties soon. I <3 smarties.