This blog works in inverse relationship to my (mental) well-being. Which means that, I blog more and more when I am stressed out or fallen into the black hole of depression. The last 2 weeks or so have been great, hence the lack of posts.
(yeah yeah.. m just making excuses for my tardiness. =p )

Anyway, today and tomorrow and the days following that, I am having this house all to myself. Sounds great, no? huhu. Diyana left saturday morning, and already Ive felt something or rather, someone missing. When I think about it, we had always travelled together, from going to ECC to roaming around nz during our holidays to walking to classes together and even going back to Brunei together. That is, until this year. Or pedantically speaking, starting this year.

And all day last saturday after Diyana left, I became a tail, attached myself to Sharon as she shopped. A few times, she shook me off even though I adamantly stayed on anyway. Because it was much easier to let someone else led the way while my mind wandered endlessly. Then yesterday early morning, she left with Mizah. Went back to my room with a splitting headache.. maybe that was how it felt like to finally have to think on my own again instead of just being a tail.

The house is quiet. Kim and her boyfriend are still here, or rather, in their room. Kyi had left weeks ago. And I havent seen Luke for ages, which only mean that he had taken a boot. Already the house is quiet, but the silence is actually deafening.