Eyes following, scrutinising. Silent, but I heard the unspoken. And underneath the frozen smile, I saw chiding. My head spinned; deceiving my mind by telling that that is just my overactive imagination. Laughed it off, till the question popped up, freezing my chuckle halfway. I knew. Hah. I felt small then, like a fish, caught in a fisherman's net; writhing, squirming. And like a goldfish, I puffed a quick reply. Saw the unmasked accusation, reducing my being to a puffer fish. I wriggled and swam lightning flash to the comfort of my desolete room.

Oh. What was THAT all about? Judging in an attempt to budge my conscience? A silent bash attempt to hash my inner voice? Heh. It took me some time to ponder, and it was only then that I realized that I was offended. I felt alone, Nisa not here too :S. Oh how I miss my security blanket friends that I left in Dunny. And how I long for my cry pillow friend that fled to Welly. I yearned for the warm fuzzy feeling of being with them; when I could just rolled back and act stupid and still be accepted. Huhu. Aku miss kamu lots.. Sharon, Mizah, Saidah, Diyana. ~>.<~

hrm. On another note, I just came back from the Marae. Had fun, I think. Maybe I'll blog about that when m feeling less emo. boohoo. Now, I just want to give in to this lamenting..