Argh. I am dusty. >.<
My brain is dusty; accumulating too much fatted particulates that sluggishly rests in my head, clouds my mind, slows down my thinking processes. At times like these, it takes me (literally) minutes just to process what is being said to me; its like everything is done in an annoyingly unimpressive stepwise manner; blinking, staring right ahead, blinking, stupid muttering like 'oooo', nodding, long pause,... before my mind can finally captures everything thats being uttered. And THAT, takes ages. :S
Argh. >.< Dusty dusty brain. pfft.
I think m up for a spring cleaning. :S A major vaccuuming is DEFINITELY in order! yikes.
THAT. As well as ironing. :S
My face was crumpled this morning. Oh wait.. it was already creased to begin with anyway. Hah. Spent practically the whole day yesterday at the operating theatre. God that was nasty! I didnt even realize that I had an almost permanent grimace and gritted lips the whole time I was in the theatre yesterday, till a friend pointed that out to me. -____-" But watching the surgeon(s) prodding, poking through patient's *coughvaginalcough* orifice with an impossible long sinister looking metal was more than what my eyes could bear. eek!
And yet, today, I found myself abandoning the ward again, just to watch another procedure done at the theatre. Heh. I guess, as squeamish as I was, I still had that (almost-childish) excitement of seeing something new. oh la la~
Alrighty.. m off to iron my crumpled face, vaccuum my brain and maybe scrub off the multiplying procrastination habit too. And if I have time, it would be good to do some fine brushing on clinical skills that m supposed to have learnt too (and maybe sweeping some more knowledge into this barren mind) -_____-" oh boy. M in need of an overhaul - spring cleaning.. oh yes. spring cleaning indeed. What joy! :S
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