I gleefully read what was typed, the long-awaited news, the long-anticipated verdict. Aha. Good news for me.. the half satisfied smirk creeping in. I couldn't help feeling all happy and free as if the entire saga was directly involving me - when actually, I wasn't. Not really.. I had just happened to be there and this time around - I was no longer sitting around idle on the fence pretending I didn't care - when actually I do, especially when it involves hurting someone whom I care about. When I typed THIS in my previous post, I was seething with anger. Now, m just feeling all blissful. Maybe tomorrow or the week after, I will get worked up and furious again thinking about all the stupidity and hypocrisy going on - but tonight, I choose to sink in this contentment.. of knowing that YOU have lost. Ah Ha. Life is fair sometimes.
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