chapped lips. thudding headache. ah.. dehydrated and drained. super long day today, it felt like it was a lifetime ago that i sat for my biochem exam, when actually, it was just this afternoon. Stayed around for my paeds oncall again - saw a couple of patients before a nice registrar told me to call it a day just ten minutes before 11 pm. Thank you so much. M freaking tired!

ive been thinking about something else lately.. unpleasant thoughts swarm my mind whenever i remember. i hesitate, i am afraid, but i think it is time for a confrontation. you know what i want now? i want to talk. i want to talk to someone. i want a listener. but pregnant pause later, i cant think of anyone to reach out to. right. at. this. moment.

i think ill just go to bed.