if you are a maths genius, i will tell you that my blog posts are inversely proportional to my stress level. i have a huge propensity for distracting myself with frivolous things at times of increased cortisol level - like tonight, i am supposed to research some studies and critically appraise them for my presentation tomorrow. but really, m having a lot more fun talking with my flatmates as they camped out in my room just like old times.. so what if i dont sound clever tomorrow by omitting putting forward all these latest research evidence, as long as i am happy and having fun, right? isnt happiness the best medicine in the whole wide world? heh. i know, i am clearly missing out the point of doing 'evidence based medicine'.

on another thing, i am actually screwed for this presentation. =( its midnight now, my mind cant concentrate on reading the papers.. after all those giggling and what nots, reading up scientific documents and doing literature appraisals are just mind bogglingly boring. i am yawning as i read the lines, not really registering what i have read. why oh why cant they make these research papers easier to read?

damn it. i really have to finish this before dawn. a few more hours to go... before the day starts again with wardrounds and gynae oncalls. haihs. lets just wish that these slides will magically write themselves up overnight and that i could dispel some fantastic verbal diarrhoea tomorrow afternoon looking like a professional, instead of a frantic student stumbling upon words, not knowing what she's saying.