it probably doesnt matter now, but i still want to permanently etch this somewhat unpleasant 'bear' experience in this blog. interpersonal relationship is important, no matter where you are or where you end up working. unfortunately, most of the time, we are not fortunate enough to be able to choose who we want to work with.

a few weeks ago, i was ground to a pulp by a bear who squeezed every drop of my sanity out of me. he showed up one monday morning, acting as a leader for our supposedly close-knit trio pack. a friendly greeting replied with a curt 'hi' and instead of conversations, these ears got accustomed to harsh barks. i felt even smaller and smaller as i looked up at him - big and tall and angry. so insatiable - why did he have to be furious. all. the. time? he was a big and grumpy bear who barked orders exerting his unquestionable power - and he certainly had lost some respect from those who had came across his path. yes, both me and HS were his juniors but we were supposedly working collaboratively as a TEAM. And nurses and other workers in the ward were not in any way lower than you. two weeks working with him, i have seen someone that i knew i didnt want to turn into. i never get it why someone went out of his way to antagonize everyone.

really, he should just be a cuddly gentle giant that everyone loves! or even, a cute llama. <3



(took this beautyqueen photo as she struts by the roadside - cute harr??)