These days have been pretty good so far. Maybe because the days were nice, pushing up my serotonin level? Heh. Probably, although I doubt that there is really a scientific evidence that that is true, to be critical.

Studies has been ... just ok I guess. At least, I am not that stressed out about things. Alhamdullillah. Acceptance, my dear... and that alleviate the panic attacks somehow. ;) Heh. Although talking to my family helps a lot. Been calling home often. Talking to my nephew, Hafiz, lifts my spirit each time. Such a baby! And he just turned 4 a few days ago - and I miss his birthday! >.< My god! Kids grow up so fast these days .... whereas I, their beloved auntie, is missing every event thats happening in their lives. *sob* And, my brother, Chi, turned 26 just a few days ago too... I remembered the previous birthdays he had, he threw bbq parties at home, invited his friends over, the band playing music - and me singing along (off key) with everyone else.Haahhahaha. Some of his friends are / were my friends too, which is cool.. sigh.. I miss that. I miss seeing everyone.

Anyway, on a lighter note. As I was saying, these days were great days. =) Been catching up with friends lately. Thats always great, isnt it? Mel, thanks a lot! For lifting my spirit up when I am stressed, making me laugh, and your insightful email ^^ hehe.. And hrm.. 'emo robot' too - for just being wonderful, great fun, and as always, increasing my knowledge? aha. Albeit, I wont get all mushy and say all these to both of you. =p

And my friends here have been sweet too. ^^ Awww... Mizah and Sharon have both been contacting me through MSN a lot these days - you guys have no idea how much that makes me smile. Even if we only do 'talk' for a few minutes. =) Really. Been seeing a lot of Diyana too - or at least, more than I used to. That tremendously has an impact on me - perhaps that is also why I am less distressed now? Who knows. =) And the rest ... are just pretty awesome. ^^ I love my friends here.. I really do. Each is different. Each can brighten up my day, with the small small things they do. Even just their presence. =) And I know, I should stop writing now, because I sound more and more mushy. Hahahhaa. =p