In 40 short hours, I will be making my way to the hospital again. Back to the life of a supposedly busy clinical student. Haha. I kid. Fairly speaking, med4 students are the happiest people in the hospital, what with everyone else busy with exams and more responsibilities and what-nots, the 4th years are just the babies of the team. Heh.

Anyway,
Ive just flipped through the pages of assignments done by my smart seniors. Read their case reports. Couldnt believe my eyes just how condensed and complete theirs were. Mine seemed too simplified by contrast, almost like I had been taking my cases not seriously enough. The bad news is, I have just handed in my last case write up for this surgery run - so chances of improving on my case writeups for this run is essentially nil. Ugh. M getting frustrated just by thinking about it. The 'what ifs' and the 'i should have..' statements keep on surfacing on my mind. You know what, I just hope I'll pass this time around.

Workwise, I have finished writing up my ethics discussion after millions of drafts. Essays .. one of my weakest points. Haha. The other is researching. I still havent even started researching on my clinical question. Oh wait... before we even get to that, I actually havent thought of a clinical question yet. :S oh joy.
Work work work. I know I should have done these during holiday. And did my logs and what-nots.. And I never got around to go to the hospital during the holiday even though my initial plan was to finish all of my shifts at ED. aiiyaah. :S all play play only, now I still owe a couple of shifts in ED for the next couple of weeks.

Plans, plans, plans. I shouldnt have bothered making them in the first place.

With that aside, I have a great holiday. I supposed its nice not to think much about work. Heh. I got creative during the holiday and being inspired by Diyana, I redecorated my room =) it looks much more cosy and home-y now, so m happy.
Apart from one episode of hyperventilating just a moment ago after seeing Syaz's and Yati's case writeups, m actually fine. Except maybe these minor rashes thats starting to resurface at the sides of my neck. Sigh. I so hate getting all stressed out like this. Stupidly enough, I seemed to have stress receptors on my skin which give me itchy rashes. haihs. Annoying or not?! :S

Bah. Time for another dose of caffeine to maximise my production time. Now I sound like a factory. A factory which (hopefully) can churn out multitude of products in the next couple of hours. But unfortunately though, tonight m a factory with ... rashes? eek. heh. =____="