I woke up late this morning that I nearly missed my breakfast. Thanks to my lightning fast arms though, I reached for a piece of bread just before I dashed towards the door. Only to find it was raining lightly and I didnt have the time to fetch an umbrella. Heh. :S My bread was soggy and I was chilled to the bone. What a nice morning.

Went straight to the ward thinking that I was very late. Saw J; after so long. Heh. Didnt realize I miss him till I saw him again. Filled him in on all the juicy details of whats happening and the likes. He reeked of untold stories. Only time will tell and makes him speak. haha.

This morning too, someone yelled at me - for not having a patient's consent form and documents in order when the patient was all ready to be wheeled for her procedure - when that actually wasnt my responsibility and I havent even met the patient yet. I think she took me as a house officer. :S I think this whole junior-doctors-on-strike thing is stressing the staff out. Things should return back to normal in the next couple of days.

Hrm. My team was on-call today. I didnt feel like m doing much. I got told off again by a SARA coordinator. I wasnt surprised - she told off many students in the past. Heh. My outpatient clinic was cancelled this afternoon - because my doctor didnt turn up. Went back to SARA and pressed myself against the wall before being told off again and again. It was boring.. till I saw J. And after a few idle chats and laughs, we were told to shut up. So we stood still, like mannequins pressed against the wall facing each other. I saw his eyes - they were beautiful. Laughs.

Ive just said that to emo_robot this morning that I just love watching peoples' eyes. Hrm. I said so many silly things, I wonder when am I going to actually sound smart to him. Half of the time, I lost my mind when I was chatting with him - and typed without thinking. The other half of the time, I tried to be careful with my words and channelled my thoughts through to my fingers - but I ended up with stupid sounding statements anyway. You see.. I lose either way. :S
And yet m smiling the whole day. Pleasant smiles that warmed me and left me with this familiar giddy feeling. Plus. I found the feminine side of emo_robot HAHAHAHAH. =p