It has been long day after long day - days that start from early dawn and stretch till midnight, consuming every bits of energy that is left of me. I am tired but my mind is still ticking off things that I need to accomplish this weekend, my head is swirling with the physiology of this and that - when actually the inner child in me just wants to give in and sleep.

The past couple of days, I have been a bundle of nerves - jumpy at the sound of heart murmuring as I listen with my trusty stethoscope, its like this one gigantic puzzle that I am yet to solve and attain the whole picture of - how do I differentiate from one sound to another? How do I be able to tell from one thing or another? There was one day not too long ago that I woke up with this bleached clarity in my mind - when everything just seemed to make sense and I knew how to differentiate from the multiple sounds I heard - and that really does feel awesome. Theres nothing else better in the world than knowing what you are supposed to know. Unfortunately, I seemed to recurringly wake up on my left side every morning since then - and the whole thing remains as one big mess of jigsaw.

The loo seem to have been my territory the past couple of days. I skipped my wardround 2 days ago just because I was spending more time than necessary in the toilet. Heh. =.= I have been more stressed out than I have ever been in the whole year - and my GI tract just doesnt seem to cope too well with this hormonal imbalance. I walked with questions in my mind, these puzzling little questions that I knew that I actually has the answers to, somewhere burrowed underneath every other facts and details that I have learnt. Now, the real challenge is just to dig these little precious gems out as seconds tick by..